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u3c 2 b free 17 April our aimOur aim is to be free.
Is to see that we are not what they want us to be.
so we will not stand on our knees.
and we are ready to pay what we must pay,
in order not to lay in the place they want us to lay.
in order to know the real god.
not the god they tell us about.
in order to know what is really right and really wrong,
not what they think because they are old and strong.
the road is long, tough, and hard,
but its the only way not to make our lives a good game of darts.
u may sweat, blead and cry,
but ull never forget what is the feeling when u try.
so
we wont buy
what they wanna sell
we wont hear
what they wanna tell
we are ready to go to hell
not to fill the holes they wanna fill. 01 Februar nothingnothing in this world worth u to b sad
no dreams, no girls, no boys, no money, nothing
u have to know something,
all what u hear, what u see, what u do, where u go, what u feel have passed through about 100 million persons before u.
and they were not happy.
so stop searching.
its not away.
its here.
very near...... 05 Januar .........hi every body...........
ive passed through very hard days in my life
when i think about it
i discover something
that all my life just consists of tough moments tighed tightly with each other
of course ive passed through some happy times
but nobody write a blog to say that he is such a happy person
things like this are not told
i dont know why
but people just wanna share pain
nobody wanna share his happines with any other one
and in my opinion, it is a normal thing
as the happy moments in life are very short
and they r very unreal
like someone who is happy because he is in love
but what luv means
this means that somebody cares for u
so what
since birth u have a mum and dad who care for u much more than ur lover
and u never thought about it
u may say that every one have parents
but i say that every one pass through love in his life
anyone do
fatty do, shorty do, beutiful do, ugly do, poor do, rich do
and every body is happy when he do
like he have done something hard
and what about hard times
they r very real
most of our lives consist of them
and we cant just run away
we have to face them
although most people do run.
i know i didnt say anything new.
i know u know every single word ive said very well.
so what, dont read my coming blog. 24 Oktober ur my friendu who read these blogs are my friend, whoever u are, wherever u are, u just have the patience and the time to read this shit from one filled of it like me.
u may be concerned, and may be not, u may just have extra time u can afford and u find these meaningless words amusing, so u just read them.
u may be findig me a good personality with a good thinking capabilities, who can write well, but dont smile, i know this is too good to be true.
i really dont know why u are reading-and still reading-these blogs.
but i cant tell u not to read.
as i have the right to write, u have the right to read.
but let us dont end this blog so fast.
may be u want to, but who said i write blogs for your entertainment, i write them for mine.
so think with me and try answering this question:
can u count 5 people who u r sure they love u, outside the family dude?
if no, can u start tryin to make 5 people realy love/like/adore/worship u?
its not about findin love dude, its about ur self ability to make people like u.
i can make it harder for u, can u make 5 people u like, and i repeat, u like, can u make them like u?
i dont know why, but it seems to me that the people we hang with, we hang with them because we do need someone to hang with.
its not because we like them or because we have any shared pieces of mind, but because of our crave to think we do.
and while we do, there are some people who we do wish if we can reach, if we can hang out with, there r some people who we dream that we just can make them like us someday.
those who we call real cool people.
as usual we dream of things we dont have, or we cant reach.
so my question is: can u make 5 of those who u like them, can u make them like u?
thats my question, and its not a real question, u can think of it as a lack of trust in ur abilities.
and mine.
08 Oktober nothing to sayi really dont have anything to tell u
speak about myself
i dont think so
ive told u every thing about me in this space
speak about my college
i dont prefere to
i dont like it
and other people have said every thing about it
so what to say
as writing blogs is free
i can end this blog know without saying anything
lets speak about life a little bit
when was the last time uve felt that life is good
and as the arab emirates air lines say
when was the last time uve done something for the first time
may be uve ever
im sure that there are some people which have never done
and the problem here is
they are happy
and they try by there maximum effort not to pass through this experience
some people like the one rate one way life
but this life drive me crazy
i wanna go
i wanna travel
i wanna visit every where
i wanna meet every body
dont u wanna this like me
dont u wanna be free
dont u wanna fly
dont u wanna say bye
if u dont
so just search for a pretty girl
and marry her dont read itsometimes i gonna crazy for nothing
sometimes i dont care for very important things
sometimes i just wonder how i live this way
sometimes people around me just think im a freaky
i do nothing like them
i dont do every thing they do
i do every thing they dont do
sometimes when i think about the best times i had in my life
i go blank
when i think when i had a real happiness and joy
i get no answer
i have two colours only in my life
they are the colours of this page
black and grey
some thing in me know tell me not to write this issue
its my own security
but i write it
and i insist
read it
remember it
or forget it
fuck it
ill close this page with nothing to be sorry about 26 Juni why eminem(contains f words)why hate eminem, why be shame from listening to eminem, this dont make sense. why hate someone who hate gays, bitches, bush, michaeljackson, iraq war, american politics, and hate those who hate him, is that a strange thing Is that because his lyrical contents contains a lot of f words, so what, as arabs say: nothing break the iron except the iron, nothing makes those people think of what they do except by using these words, and by an experiment: nothing makes someone think of himself and what he does except lauphing at him and mocking about what he do.
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